Thankfully it is Friday and my day is over. This morning was crazy busy. By the time I got everything taken care of it was time for lunch. Then after my weekly lunch date with M, I only had a few hours to work. We had an off-site meeting so the afternoon was pretty unproductive.
But really I feel like things are going downhill again with my parents. I’m not really sure what happened last weekend while my dad was in town. I was pretty upset that he was too busy to even just meet for a few minutes but I’m sure I did something wrong again. I only say this because I haven’t heard a peep since my dad called to say they were too busy. Granted I’ve been so busy and haven’t really put much effort into anything either but I had kind of expected him to call or email when he was back. Nope! I emailed about the snake in the office, nothing. Emailed last night about something I had taken care of for them only to get a “thanks.”
It also bothers me that my mom knows how upset accidents make me – I’ve been in 7, 2 of which totaled cars – and yet she can’t comment on that. But it seems she can comment on everything else on FB. Maybe I’m being a little bratty but it’s kind of annoying that she still doesn’t bother to ask anything about the wedding. I mean nothing. When I do talk to her or my dad I always make sure to ask what is going on with the house. To see where they are.
I guess I’m thinking about it more since another girl on the boards is having issues with her mom. Her situation is different, issues going on with her mom and step-dad, but it’s resulting in her mom telling her she doesn’t think she will be at the wedding. I feel like I am starting to prep myself for this to happen. I feel like my parents are going to put off booking their room and then come up with “we can’t come.” I know the only thing that matters is that M and I are there. But I can only imagine how I will feel standing at the end of that aisle looking out and seeing ALL of M’s family there and NONE of mine.
I did talk to my cousin in Paris the other night and so far she still plans to come. She said it would be a few months before she would be able to really book the trip but if she is able to get off work she will be there.
I don’t really expect she will make it but I would love if she could. Especially since we’ve really only gotten to know each other in the past couple of years. Even though I wouldn’t consider us extremely close I feel like she is like a little sister. I love her asking me questions and I love to give her advice, even if she doesn’t always listen. 😉
Well I think it’s time for pity party of one to start this fine Friday night but I’ve been meaning to write this all week so….
~k