Thankfully it is Friday and my day is over.  This morning was crazy busy.  By the time I got everything taken care of it was time for lunch.  Then after my weekly lunch date with M, I only had a few hours to work.  We had an off-site meeting so the afternoon was pretty unproductive.

But really I feel like things are going downhill again with my parents.  I’m not really sure what happened last weekend while my dad was in town.  I was pretty upset that he was too busy to even just meet for a few minutes but I’m sure I did something wrong again.  I only say this because I haven’t heard a peep since my dad called to say they were too busy.  Granted I’ve been so busy and haven’t really put much effort into anything either but I had kind of expected him to call or email when he was back.  Nope!  I emailed about the snake in the office, nothing.  Emailed last night about something I had taken care of for them only to get a “thanks.”

It also bothers me that my mom knows how upset accidents make me – I’ve been in 7, 2 of which totaled cars – and yet she can’t comment on that.  But it seems she can comment on everything else on FB.  Maybe I’m being a little bratty but it’s kind of annoying that she still doesn’t bother to ask anything about the wedding.  I mean nothing.  When I do talk to her or my dad I always make sure to ask what is going on with the house.  To see where they are.

I guess I’m thinking about it more since another girl on the boards is having issues with her mom.  Her situation is different, issues going on with her mom and step-dad, but it’s resulting in her mom telling her she doesn’t think she will be at the wedding.  I feel like I am starting to prep myself for this to happen.  I feel like my parents are going to put off booking their room and then come up with “we can’t come.”  I know the only thing that matters is that M and I are there.  But I can only imagine how I will feel standing at the end of that aisle looking out and seeing ALL of M’s family there and NONE of mine.

I did talk to my cousin in Paris the other night and so far she still plans to come.  She said it would be a few months before she would be able to really book the trip but if she is able to get off work she will be there.

I don’t really expect she will make it but I would love if she could.  Especially since we’ve really only gotten to know each other in the past couple of years.  Even though I wouldn’t consider us extremely close I feel like she is like a little sister.  I love her asking me questions and I love to give her advice, even if she doesn’t always listen. 😉

Well I think it’s time for pity party of one to start this fine Friday night but I’ve been meaning to write this all week so….

~k