Another day has gone by and we (the ones in my group) still have heard nothing about our futures.  And by nothing, I mean exactly that.  All we have are assumptions.  One of which is that we will all be apart of install.  Had I wanted to do install I would have applied for that position a year ago when I was dying to get out of billing.  Now all I know is that my current position should be eliminated.  When?  No idea.  No one will tell us anything and frankly I’m starting to get more and more annoyed.

I woke up at 3am this morning and began wondering what was going to happen.  I decided I would ask if it would be okay to contact some higher ups in hopes of more answers.  This didn’t go as planned when a co-worker decided to join me.   So now I’m sitting here with little focus trying to push out a few orders but mainly waiting for my parents to call so I can leave.

My dad is flying in today and M and I will meet them for dinner.  Then they will head back to RR to start getting ready for the move next week.

I guess I find some comfort in the fact that there are others not happy about this either.  And that I’m not alone in my current thought process.  Not that it does me any good.  I have a feeling there will be a lot of discussion between M and myself and what I want to do.

When I get nervous or worried I pick at my cuticles.  For the past month of so they have looked pretty good.  My life has been pretty calm.  If you saw them today, well let’s just say they are a mess.  If it weren’t for my hair appointment in the morning I’d probably go home and hit the bottle.  But I have to be at the salon pretty early.  Thankfully they serve wine.  🙂

Nothing like chaos to throw you off your game.  Or game plan as it were.  Now what.  If only I were a good enough photographer, this would be a great time to start my own business.  Oh well.  We’ll see what happens.

~k