To say this week has been busy is a complete understatement. When Monday morning rolled around I really thought that performing my job alone would be a breeze. Yes, having 3 systems to manage might be an issue but 2 systems are related and I figured once I got that under control I would be good to go. Apparently I was delusional with this thought realm and by noon on Monday I knew it was impossible! OMG! By Tuesday I wanted to pull my hair out and maybe kick someone, HARD! 🙂
I think yesterday was the worst day all week. It seemed like I couldn’t get a minute free without some sort of crisis. I woke up with a headache and it seemed to make it’s way from my forehead to my temple to the base of my neck and back around all day. By the time I got home I was fried, literally.
However I did laugh once I got home. My head was on the verge of nuclear meltdown when I got home last night. M and I were sitting on the couch and I was writing my blog, trying to keep my brain between my ears, when M tells me he’s set up a budget for us. I love M for so many things, budgets included, but yesterday I could have cared less. He could spend all of our money at a strip club and I wouldn’t have been concerned! My HEAD HURT! I literally only wanted to watch and or hear things that didn’t make me think. I couldn’t handle it. I told M I appreciated his thought but my brain wanted nothing to do with money or budgets or actually thoughts.
I did think it was funny that while I was falling apart, he was busy putting us together. My biggest worry with M was that he wouldn’t trust me, with money. Been there done that, got the debt to prove it. To me marriage isn’t just about 2 people coming together in love but coming together in love and finance and religion and politics, etc. No I don’t think you should agree on everything but there is a balance to all. In the beginning M wanted us to have separate accounts once married. I didn’t agree with this but I went along with it in hopes he would see the light. Well lucky for me he saw it early. And more importantly, he trusts me. How are you to love someone, wholeheartedly, if you don’t trust them with EVERYTHING? Seriously, if you are getting married and you don’t feel you can trust your SO (significant other) with something/everything, why are you getting married? It blows my mind, but people do it everyday. Don’t get me wrong, if I had a fortune I would want to protect it, but in the same token, if M had one I would want to feel that I was as secure as he was, should something happen.
I think it’s funny that at the end of the day M is the budgeter and I am the blogger and it works. 🙂