I feel like today has been kind of an odd day.  I’m not sure what it is but I feel like there is more I should be doing.  I have no idea what that “it” is.  There has just been this nagging feeling hanging around me all day.

It started this morning as I was scrapping the ice off my windshield.  Maybe it’s the cool little thing I use to get the ice off that’s not actually an ice scrapper but works better then anything else I’ve tried.  A million dollar idea?  Perhaps.  The dream of becoming an infomercial icon?  Possibly.

Who knows what it is since I don’t have any idea.  Whatever that feeling is, I wish an idea would materialize or this feeling would go away.

I wish I felt I could make my ideas a reality.  All of the wedding planning has really kicked my creative side into gear.  If only I felt people would pay me to do something.  I have really enjoyed all the making and doing that comes along with planning a wedding.  But what can I make, what can I do?  I don’t know.

Ugh, I feel like this post is starting to spiral out of control.  All the what if’s and what can’s.  Eh.  Maybe tomorrow will be better, otherwise this will be a week of suckatude in blog land.  🙂

~k